Let's write about the emotional journey of working abroad for the past five years.

I went abroad and it was quite funny, just like what you often say verbally, tricking customers into giving up every penny and then scamming them into selling, right~

I am the piglet that was sold, haha.

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Back in 2019, I saw someone post on their social circle about making 50-300 daily, and when I clicked in, it was a "Three-minute fast three lottery". Later, I lost and won about two hundred thousand in total. Anyway, I don't blame the mentor. That day, I just saw someone posting on QQ Space about recruitment in the Philippines, offering a brand new Apple product as a referral reward, so I asked if I could go.

PS: I was indeed in a lot of debt at that time, and I was also interested in unfamiliar tangible items, otherwise, I wouldn't have played the lottery and lost so much.

Then the agent talked to me about compensation, six months, performance bonuses, company benefits, visas, and so on, many of which I didn't understand. I contacted that mentor and sent him screenshots to ask him what he thought about it. After that, it naturally led to me arriving at the company that the mentor introduced me to.

"The First Lottery Pig Butchering Plate"

Actually, like most of the brothers, I was definitely scammed here because I didn't know that the lottery could be controlled from the backend. I always thought it was random. Even when I was talking to the company's HR, I still asked them if their platform was a reputable one that couldn't be controlled. I used to be very patriotic in China (after watching "Wolf Warrior," I was even determined to join the army, but I didn't pass the recruitment as there were 500 applicants for 100 spots in my district). At that time, I couldn't accept the idea of deceiving people, and I was very conflicted inside.

At that time, there were eight people in our dormitory, two from Henan, two from the Northeast, one singer, one soldier, and one bearded man from Xinjiang. One of the Northeasterners was the most senior, and he had been butchering pigs for three years by then.

When I first arrived at the company, I was definitely learning by the side every day, twelve hours a day, from noon to midnight, and sometimes they had to work overtime until three or four in the morning. It was a combination of high-intensity work hours and an internal struggle between conscience and the urge to kill.

Then I went to talk to the supervisor, and at that time, this is what he told me, other platform owners could learn a thing or two:

If you don't kill him, he will go somewhere else to play, get scammed elsewhere, and then come back to tell you how much he was scammed. Our platform can control the lottery, which just speeds up their losing process. Don't listen to those who say "nine out of ten gamblers lose"; if you keep playing, you are bound to lose. Our platform also has official lotteries that can't be controlled, and you see how many of those make money.

But these simple words definitely couldn't wash my brain; I was still conflicted. How could decades of values be washed away by a sentence or two? But still, I just took it one step at a time. How I gradually developed a killing intent, it all started with a female college student.

After a few days of learning and getting started, I began to take on the simplest job with the highest limit, stirring up the group!

It was simple because a person could learn to shout "666, awesome, amazing" in two days and start working. The highest limit was because this stirring up required mobilizing big and small actors, each role had to be carefully planned, using different personalities and characters to chat, which was very demanding in terms of typing speed and way of thinking. Seventy percent of a team's performance depended on stirring up the group.

Later, I created a master account, previously nicknamed Seventeen, so naturally, the master account was also Seventeen, immersing myself in it.

Then came a female student with a quirky personality. After my master account helped her win, she became even more active than my supporting account. Then I added her as a friend with the master account and started chatting. Just after adding her, that kind of admiration was an unprecedented sense of achievement. After chatting for a few days, I felt she was okay and a nice person, so I told her the inside information, saying that the lottery could be controlled and she should stop playing, moved by compassion.

I shouldn't have said it, but after I did, she became even more reckless, playing even more fiercely, and even came to me saying, since it can control the lottery, you tell me to buy big, I'll buy small, isn't it just following your lead?

At that time, I experienced the evil of human nature. Telling her the truth in good faith did not earn gratitude but greed.

Later, if she bought big, I would draw small; if she bought small, I would draw big, hanging her for more than twenty periods, and from then on, I completely turned dark. The key is that after twenty periods, I didn't even manage to scam her out of a thousand dollars!

This wasn't the most infuriating part. Later, that female student came back and told me that she wouldn't play here anymore, she had just found another platform that led her to win a lot, and now she was going to play there.

Good, very good, extremely good, completely darkened, from then on, I became resolute in killing, continuously researching new tricks, creating different master accounts, and in just two months, I was promoted to team leader, with performance increasing from 300,000 to 600,000 and then 1,000,000.

When I first arrived, as a newcomer, many veterans looked down on me, and we even argued several times. Later, that person came to me humbly, often asking me how to do things.

From the initial newbie to now an old dog who has tried every mode, although I haven't saved a penny until now, I don't regret working these years.

I advise those compatriots who want to come out and those old dogs who have washed their hands of the golden basin, it's not that your thinking is brilliant or your work is hard, that you can struggle from the bottom to the top overseas. Without connections, without luck, it's the same everywhere, just changing the environment to lie flat.