I'm returning to my country tomorrow, feeling a bit emotional. I haven't made much money, and the main issue is that I didn't seize the opportunities. A person with high aspirations cannot succeed without favorable circumstances. From the beginning, I promoted lotteries in the Philippines, then moved on to HR, later got involved in sports betting, and in recent years, the "pig-butchering" scams. I've touched upon almost all existing models and was fortunate to meet many friends, from those desperately trying to turn their lives around, to the carefree bookies, small restaurant owners, and businessmen settling in the Philippines. Generally speaking, it's hard for Chinese people in the Philippines to establish true trust.

I've been in the Philippines for 5 years and currently have uncollectible debts amounting to over 9.6 million PHP. . Some of these people have fled, some have passed away, and others have become too destitute to repay. I understand the mindset of those who don't repay, but I can't reconcile with not getting the money back, and sometimes I feel impulsive, after all, this is the Philippines.

Those who owe me money, except for a few whose details I don't have, I know everything about the rest. I have their passports and personal photos, and for those who fled back to China, I've even checked their domestic tracks. However, I never used this information as a threat because I think it's meaningless, and I don't want to do that. I often see people in exposure groups unable to recover borrowed money and then making harsh statements, but that only comforts themselves and is largely pointless. So, I've decided today to write off all the debts owed to me (Fujian's Zhang Hailong, Guangxi's Kuang Wujun, Fujian's Zhang Qian, Hubei's Zhu Qianming, Harbin's Han Hong, Shandong's Yu Huihui, Sichuan's Zheng Chuan, Zhejiang's Wang Tianjie... and some others I can't be bothered to name). We might never meet again; however, if I face difficulties after returning to China or get arrested by the police, I will expose many people. All information has been backed up and uploaded to the cloud (including some work-related audio and video, with direct evidence showing we were accomplices). When I no longer find joy in life and it feels meaningless, I will give myself a justifiable reason to confront these debtors, not to get the money back, because it's worthless now.

Everyone has a seed of madness in their heart because extreme madness is truly enticing. However, due to too many constraints, it's impossible to fully show this other side. I wish myself luck, and good luck to all friends in foreign lands!